Her ku 19\u2019\u00ea T\u00eermeh\u00ea t\u00ea, b\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean min her tim min vediger\u00eenin heman der\u00ee.<\/p>\n
Demek dir\u00eaj ber\u00ee \u015eore\u015fa Rojava b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Li taxa me jinek heb\u00fb. Hevj\u00eena w\u00ea l\u00ea dixist. Her ku ew rast\u00ee tund\u00fbt\u00fbjiy\u00ea dihat, ew rasterast ber bi min ve direviya. W\u00ea min did\u00eet. Dibe ku w\u00ea dizanib\u00fb; w\u00ea dizanib\u00fb ku ez \u00ea b\u00eaxem nem\u00eenim.<\/p>\n
\u00db ez b\u00ea dudil\u00ee li pey w\u00ea di\u00e7\u00fbm.<\/p>\n
Ez \u00ea bikevim mal\u00ea \u00fb bi h\u00ears li m\u00earik biq\u00eerim:<\/p>\n
“Ma h\u00eaza te ten\u00ea ji bo jinek\u00ea t\u00ear\u00ea dike?”<\/p>\n
W\u00ea dem\u00ea, h\u00earsa min pir mezin b\u00fb. L\u00ea \u00eero dema ku ez li pa\u015f xwe din\u00earim, ez dib\u00eenim ku ten\u00ea ti\u015ft\u00ea ku ji h\u00earsa min k\u00eamtir neb\u00fb berovaj\u00ea w\u00ea mezin b\u00fb, h\u00eaza min b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Min qet nefikir\u00ee; eger ew \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ee min bike, eger ew j\u00ee li min bixe? Ji ber ku gava jinek al\u00eekariy\u00ea bixwaze, tirsa mirov bi xwe p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee nay\u00ea b\u00eera mirov.<\/p>\n
L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee, ti\u015ftek neguher\u00ee.<\/p>\n
Ez \u00ea ji der\u00ee derkevim \u00fb tund\u00fbt\u00fbj\u00ee d\u00ea di w\u00ea mal\u00ea de bim\u00eene.<\/p>\n
\u00db ev ti\u015ft\u00ea ku her\u00ee z\u00eade \u00ea\u015fand b\u00fb. Ne li ser d\u00eetina xerabiy\u00ea ye\u2026 l\u00ea li ser xwestina rawestandina xerabiy\u00ea ye l\u00ea neb\u00fbna h\u00eaza rawestandina w\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n
Sal derbas b\u00fbn.<\/p>\n
Mirov bi bedewiy\u00ea re j\u00ee f\u00ear dibin, ne ten\u00ea bi \u00ea\u015f\u00ea.<\/p>\n
Ti\u015ft\u00ean ku em ber\u00ea heyran\u00ea wan b\u00fbn, bi dem\u00ea re dibin be\u015fek ji herik\u00eena asay\u00ee ya jiyan\u00ea. Ji ber ku em wan her roj dib\u00eenin, em p\u00ea nizanin ka ew \u00e7iqas biq\u00eemet in. M\u00eena ku ew her gav li wir b\u00fbn.<\/p>\n
L\u00eabel\u00ea, tu bedew\u00ee bi awayek\u00ee xweber \u00e7\u00eanabe.<\/p>\n
Di dem\u00ean daw\u00ee de dema ku ez b\u00fbyer\u00ean daw\u00ee di\u015fop\u00eenim, min d\u00eet ku v\u00ea yek\u00ea k\u00fbrtir h\u00ees bikim. Dema ku ez wan hi\u015fmendiyan dib\u00eenim ku destwerdan\u00ea di jiyana jinan de dikin, n\u00fb\u00e7ey\u00ean revandina jinan dibih\u00eezim, \u015fahidiya prat\u00eek\u00ean ku hewl didin \u00eeradeya jinan s\u00eenordar bikin dikim, hi\u015f\u00ea min her di\u00e7e vedigere sal\u00ean ber\u00ea.<\/p>\n
\u00db heman hevok di hi\u015f\u00ea min de diherike:<\/p>\n
Derdikeve hol\u00ea ku tev\u00ee hem\u00ee k\u00eamasiy\u00ean me, me bi hewldanek wusa mezin destkeftiy\u00ean wusa h\u00eaja afirandine.<\/p>\n
Carinan, mirov nirxa ti\u015ft\u00ea ku wan heye \u00e7\u00eatir fam dikin dema ku ew bi \u00eeht\u00eemala windakirina w\u00ea re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb dim\u00eenin.<\/p>\n
Roja din, ew d\u00eemena ku min bi salan ber\u00ea jiya d\u00eesa li ber min xuya b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
C\u00eeranek me ya din j\u00ee ji aliy\u00ea hevj\u00eena xwe ve rast\u00ee \u015f\u00eedeta navmal\u00ee hatib\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Tirsa li ser r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ea, b\u00ea\u00e7aretiya di \u00e7av\u00ean w\u00ea de, ji bo min ne xer\u00eeb b\u00fb. Ber\u00ee ku ew hevoka xwe biqed\u00eene, b\u00eera min ez bi salan pa\u015fve bir. Ji bo demek\u00ea, dem wek\u00ee ku sekin\u00ee b\u00fb xuya b\u00fb. R\u00fb guher\u00eeb\u00fbn, l\u00ea ti\u015ft\u00ea ku neguher\u00ee q\u00eer\u00eena b\u00eadeng a jinek\u00ea b\u00fb ku di \u00e7av\u00ean xwe de digirt dema ku ji bo al\u00eekariy\u00ea lava dikir.<\/p>\n
Ew d\u00eesa hat ba min.<\/p>\n
W\u00ea got “Were,” k\u00eamek ma\u2026 “hevj\u00eena min li min da.”<\/p>\n
B\u00eay\u00ee ku bifikire, ez bi w\u00ea re me\u015fiyam. Heman h\u00ears h\u00een j\u00ee di hundur\u00ea min de b\u00fb. Ez di\u00e7\u00fbm heman der\u00ee. Ez bi heman tund\u00fbt\u00fbjiy\u00ea re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb dimam.<\/p>\n
L\u00ea v\u00ea car\u00ea ti\u015ftek c\u00fbda b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Ez \u00ea ku li ber der\u00ee rawestiyab\u00fb ne heman ez\u00ea sal\u00ean ber\u00ea b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Yan j\u00ee, ne ez b\u00fbm ku guher\u00eeb\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Ya ku guher\u00eeb\u00fb civak li pi\u015ft min b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
M\u00ear\u00ea ku ez carek\u00ea bi heman h\u00ears\u00ea re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb mam, xema gotin\u00ean min nedikir; tund\u00fbt\u00fbj\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee ku ez \u00e7\u00fbm li cih\u00ea ku rawestiya berdewam kir. Ji ber ku w\u00ea dem\u00ea ten\u00ea wijdan\u00ea min li pi\u015ft min b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
L\u00eabel\u00ea, \u00eero ez li heman der\u00ee bi ten\u00ea neb\u00fbm.<\/p>\n
Li pi\u015ft min r\u00eaxistineke civak\u00ee heb\u00fb ku bi salan hewildan, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena jinan, saziy\u00ean ku me bi hev re ava kirib\u00fbn \u00fb \u00eeradeyek hevpar ku digot, “Jin ne bi ten\u00ea ye.” hatib\u00fb avakirin.<\/p>\n
W\u00ee zilam\u00ee ew h\u00ees kir.<\/p>\n
Ne ji ber ku ew ji min ditirsiya\u2026<\/p>\n
L\u00ea ji ber ku ew dizanib\u00fb ku ti\u015ft\u00ea ku w\u00ee kirib\u00fb \u00ead\u00ee di nav d\u00eewar\u00ean mala w\u00ee de nam\u00eene.<\/p>\n
Ji bo cara yekem, min bi zelaliyek tevah\u00ee h\u00ees kir ku b\u00ea\u00e7aretiya ku ber\u00ee \u00e7end salan di hundur\u00ea min de mezin b\u00fbb\u00fb \u00e7awa guheriye.<\/p>\n
Carek\u00ea, min dixwest jinek\u00ea bipar\u00eazim, l\u00ea h\u00eaza min tuneb\u00fb.<\/p>\n
\u00cero, min bi \u00e7av\u00ean xwe d\u00eet ku h\u00eaz ne ji kesek\u00ee ten\u00ea, l\u00ea ji civatek r\u00eaxistinkir\u00ee t\u00ea.<\/p>\n
Dibe ku tam \u015fore\u015f ev bixwe be. Ev \u015fore\u015f b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Ne ten\u00ea avakirina saziy\u00ean n\u00fb b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
Ne ten\u00ea avakirina jiyanek n\u00fb b\u00fb.<\/p>\n
\u015eore\u015f ew b\u00fb ku jinek \u00ead\u00ee dema ku al\u00eekariy\u00ea digeriya xwe bi ten\u00ea h\u00ees nedikir.<\/p>\n
\u015eore\u015f ew b\u00fb ku zilamek\u00ee tund\u00fbt\u00fbj, cara yekem, h\u00ees kir ku div\u00ea ew ji kiryar\u00ean xwe hesab bide.<\/p>\n
\u00db \u015fore\u015f ew b\u00fb ku ciwanek\u00ee ku ber\u00ee \u00e7end salan b\u00ea\u00e7are li ber heman der\u00ee rawestiyab\u00fb, \u00eero dikare b\u00eahna civakek\u00ea li pi\u015ft xwe h\u00ees bike.<\/p>\n